It’s hard to start over. It’s hard to start again. And for someone like me, it’s hard to do something I don’t want to do, even if somewhere in me, I want to do it. Did that make any sense? Exactly.
Don’t get me wrong. For the first time in my life, I felt that I had finally birthed a baby, TheBlondeMisfit. I found myself actually nurturing this platform, where we could glorify people from all over who are different. I struggled for the longest time to find that I was, in fact, comfortable with being different.
However, somewhere along life’s way, I got caught in the negatives. School piled up, life piled up, and I began to neglect my baby, even though I felt myself tugging to take care of her (or him, so nobody becomes upset 🙂 ). However, life had pushed me to the floor like the mid day school bully, and like the sad nerdy kid, I was cornered with no way out.
My beautiful misfits, there are going to be times that you won’t feel like continuing in your calling. Times you’ll just want to stop and fall back, not caring about the things that once mattered to you. However, you have to push through all the negativities and force yourself to write. to create. to be yourself. If not, who will?
I realize it’s been a while since I’ve written anything, and every day I’ll have to refamiliarize myself with becoming a blogger again. However, I have a blogger community that loves me, a supportive and loving group of people behind me along the way, and now that I’m out of school (where a separate blog post will be done on that), I can and will dedicate my time to my baby.
So I’m back, misfits. Let us begin our journey!
